I Love You

It might not be the kind of expression you expect from me.
But you know that when I say it I mean it and I know that your response will be the same too.
No others know me as well as you do, and hard as it might, you manage to understand the real me, the bad and the ugly, the good and the raw me.
There are times when I feel like I’m being a pain in the arse and I can’t stop myself from doing it and still, you are there with me, holding my hands and helping me through it.
There are times when I feel like the lowest form of creature in the universe and you are there to help me crash … so I can rise up again.
There are times when I feel like I want to say whatever that’s on my mind and you will be nodding your head, totally knowing what I mean, and so I don’t have to worry of being the freak that I always think I am.
Even though we know that we all are freaks.

To let you know how scared I am to lose you, is probably the hardest thing for me to say, but I do. We all know life isn’t always as peachy as we would like to think but I hope that no matter what happen we’ll still have each others and stick through together when we’re old and grey and pass it.

For now, I would just like to say – I’m so happy I’ve got you.