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Weltschmerz

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Sometimes I wish I could just escape – just fuck off to some remote area where I could make a significant difference to the world. Teach the children in the jungle, conserve endangered species, be a tree-hugger – whatever.

I need a purpose for my life, and right now I feel like I’m going nowhere, and yet my mind is everywhere, thanks to the technology called television which enables me to waste about 60% of my time getting in touch with the world.

And what I find is not to my liking.

I skip the political debates most often, skim the stupid sinetrons and tuned in on the programmes about wildlife and deforestation.

There was a program called Earth from Above which I saw today, and it was showing thousands of baby seals being massacred by human because they think seals mess up the population of fish, making it hard for fishermen to earn their living, even though a research had been done and shown that the seals were not the cause of the lack of fish population, but it was due to human taking more than they should.

When seeing how those baby seals were beaten to death, I cried. I cried so hard as if I’d lost a parent. I felt sick of this world, sick of its cruelty, sick of the way human treat nature and all its habitat. I feel sick to the stomach and I wish I was dead.

I wish I didn’t have to live in this cruel world where the human keep taking and never giving back. Where human think it’s okay to keep murdering animals and ruining their habitats until there’s nothing left, and for what?

For a stupid piece of paper called money.


12 comments

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  1. thanks for making me imagine the baby seals beaten to death.
    made my day *notice the very heavy sarcasm and tears running down my face*
    but yeah, i sometimes feel like this too and it makes me wonder how there are people so cruel when i can’t even kill a fly.
    strange innit?

    I was going to post the baby seals killing clip from youtube but I thought better. I guess people should know that these things happen as well, there are bigger problems out there aside from ours. And they are our problems because they affect our ecosystems as well.

    Having a lot of money ain’t gonna do jack shit if the earth ends up an unlivable place to be in… what a strange world, indeed, Rim.

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  2. i live in a country where they cry about not having enough gas.
    i cry because those women are searching for food in a garbage dump.

    thankyou.
    i need to borrow this for folks here.

    Sometimes we get so worked up in our own problems we forget to look at the bigger picture :) I’m glad the video clip has reminded you that there are more people out there who can still survive by eating food from garbage…

    We must all be thankful to the condition we’re in, no matter how terrible it feels, there are people out there who suffer more.

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  3. boy

    thanks for making a good day for me (imagining baby seals being massacred)

    love for money is the root of all evil

    Why can’t people learn that money is not the source of happpiness? :D

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  4. cn

    THEY BEAT THE BABY SEALS TO DEATH??

    typical humans…..always blame someone for their own faults… *cries imagining the poor poor baby seals*

    Yep. Kinda makes us feel embarassed being one right?

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  5. Diny

    Umm… I rather not open the clip, then. I do have a weak heart when it comes to this shit. But I do understand your point about ruining the food system and what not. I guess they didn’t think about that.

    Sometimes I wonder why humans are made to be so powerful… I don’t think we deserve that privilege yet… we’ve done more harm than good to the world as it is anyway…

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  6. Therry

    Its not a bad idea. There was a recent story about a nurse from canada who joined medicin san frontiers. She was recently kidnapped by rebels in dafur. Apparently now she has been released. Have to admit thats pretty exiting. She is actually making a difference. Can be rough though…

    Now about this seal business…..

    You’ve left it to me to defend the indefensible. Oh well its fun to take a contrary position.

    Can you really explain how killing baby seals is any worse than killing, goats, chickens, cows, pigs, or force feeding geese to make foie gras and then killing them. Apart from the fact that baby seals are more cute and appear to be crying that is. Sealing is a small industry and has been sustainable for 300 years. Ironically enough the sealing industry is dwarfed by the animal rights industry that uses sealing as a poster boy in order to solicit an obscene amount of money and pay themselves obscene salaries.

    And if ur a vegan how do you think farmers control pest like rats for example…ask them not to eat the grain…they poison em.

    So pretty much anything ya eat, you are going to be using some poor critters headstone for a plate. Cruel i suppose but until we develop photosnynthetic humans there we are.

    regards

    Hi PJ! Long time no see :) The reason why I was crying while watching the baby seals massacre was that I realised, of course, that this was ONLY baby seals we were talking about. How about the rest? The other animals that human consume on daily basis, like chicken, beef, pork, etc. Of course it sickens me as well how those animals are no longer thought as living beings but more like objects to be turned into food. I’ve seen chicken farms, seen how cows are killed, and because my mother is a vegetarian, she makes sure I get my daily dosage of animal killing nightmare.

    That was the reason why I felt sick – humans are so greedy. They kill animals because they can’t defend themselves, and they don’t know when to stop, or when to say enough. They think they owe everything that’s living on this earth just because they’re human and their bibles told them to rule over the earth. I don’t believe it so. I think it’s about time we start giving back to the earth, and we can start by the small things, like reducing plastic usage, start eating more veggies (even if the rats are killed in this process, but if we don’t eat anything we will die, no?), reduce usage of air conditioner, replanting trees, and so on.

    PS: It’s my dream of having my own house with a big farm so I can plant my own crop and harvest them, and to take care of stray dogs so they can run around free willy in the backyard… I do wish it will come true :)

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  7. Titus

    According to the title, where “weltschmerz” (German) is a “world pain”, I am sure our world where we are living together feel so painful today caused by a greediness of the foolish.

    The foolish chop the big tree down with an axe but he/she still stays under the tree. Same thing with the story that you wrote, people do everything they like and they don’t realize they kill themselves slowly but sure.

    Unfortunately the video has been removed.

    Yep, the video indeed has been removed. But everyone gets the jist of my post :) The earth will survive, no matter what happens. It’s us that aren’t going to, if we don’t do anything about it…

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  8. wien

    its such a loss for the babies to get killed that way. a lot of things happen in the wrong time, at the wrong place.
    but for whatever we loss, we gain something. so save your tears, for something greater is awaited ahead ther.
    look at the bright side and you shall rejoice. :)

    Awww… thanks Wien you’re so sweet! I hope so too. But hoping is not enough. We have to take the right action as well, right? ;)

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  9. mare

    perhaps you and I should be give being a vegetarian a serious consideration

    Perhaps we should!

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  10. Eru

    Beaten baby seals? it make me want to strangle someone to death..

    but whooo :D

    Eru´s last blog post..[Fiksi] ~ Black Wing ~ Raziel

    Maybe that’s the difference between male and female? Something so sickening makes me all depressed, while it makes you want to murder the people who make you feel depressed!:P

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  11. cholief rajabi

    well done miss……….

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  12. therry, thank you for posting this… it’s good to know someone else is sharing this point of view. i feel sick of the world too, most of the time. sick of people being so ignorant, so self-centered.

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