Some words are meant to be left unsaid, they said.
If you say it out, they can only be forgiven, but not forgotten.
If only they were words.
What I have in my heart, what is hurting me
Makes me want to scream it out loud
Until my lung bleeds and my tears turn to blood.
And even then I know
It won’t make a damn difference
Because these things and these feelings
Can only be felt
But not said
That’s the saddest thing of all
When you are awake at night
Feeling like your heart is about to burst
Your tears about to fall
Your body numb from the emotional pain
You know that only you can feel it all
And yet there is no one out there who can understand
How it feels to feel all the pain
And not knowing what to say
Not knowing what to do
And not knowing how to move on.
It is forever yours to bear.