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Ignorance is Bliss


I moved here with a purpose and such naiveté that I would learn new things. Little did I know that these “things” would involve dealing with disrespectful employees who are so used to harassing people they no longer think it is wrong to do so.

These “things” would also involve being disliked by people because they have been in their comfort zone for too long in a company that never reprimands them for their mistakes, and they see me as the person who will disrupt all of it. Which I do, unfortunately.

Perhaps it’s my luck that I land a job in a company that has been hibernating in its cocoon for so long they no longer know that the world is vastly changed out there. What I do realise is that it is much more challenging dealing with people who are way past their prime and productive age. They’re just there to wait to retire.

I give out the impression like I don’t give a shit about the hatred, the dislikes, the bullies – you know, the usual combo that toxic employees posses.

But today I would like to say that I would really, really like it if I didn’t have to go back there.

Today, I would really, really wish that there is a better place out there.

Today, I would admit that I am not as strong as I am any other days.

Perhaps it’s just a phase that everyone goes through – but for now, I would just like to say I am done, and I don’t care anymore.